Lost and Not Gone

My cat died today. I don't believe it. I can't believe it. She.... She..... My BEAUTIFUL TABBY!!!!!! Sunshine was always there for me.Brushing at my ankles as I walked to my room. She was deathly scared of water but when I went to take a shower or bath she would sit outside the door and wait until I got out. She was loved by her little sister Frisky, my sister, and my mother and father. She will always be in my heart for life. But what will happen when I need someone to talk to when I need to just let it all out. I mean I can't talk to Friskey because I mean come on she maybe a cat but she is my sister's cat and I don't have a connection to her.......That is not true.... My sister said that my cat only liked me because I fed her everyday.